I haven't journaled in a really long time. I tried to get into it when I first got sick, but then I just stopped. Technically I'm cancer free right now. I'm going in for my sixth month remission appointment. This is the first time I'll be scanned since chemo. I'm nervous. I think I'll always be nervous going into these appointments. Now i have this question on my mind... What now? I'm in college and cancer free, so now I need to decide what to do with my life. I have NO idea what that is. Hopefully I'll get a sign soon because this is frustrating.
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